Fight...

Lying in front of the computer the whole day,

thinking about the future - it looks so long, dark & so scary.

It used to be so good, things were looking so positive, how can it change in just 15 mins ??

How can the sunny day turn into such a gloomy day ??

There are just two options-

1. to quit

2. to fight

Quitting is not an option as the stakes are very high.

But, how long can someone fight?

How long can someone take it?

Fucked Up

There are so many things happening all around me and all at the same time, that I'm feeling so miserable. Things which are beyond my control, yet, they affect my life in some way or the other.

My best friend, my bro, has finally decided to call it quits. We both were thinking about it for a long time and he suddenly decides to take the lead. Feel like I'm hit with a huge boulder. Feel so lonely and lost without him. He has been there through thick and thin and been my closest buddy all though the last two and half years that I've known him. Its a feeling beyond expression. You just cry deep inside that a part of you is gone now. Wont be there to share everything with you. Will miss Life doooood....

A good friend of mine has been transfered to another location. Someone with whom I've shared everything, right from bus seat to coffee. She has been a wonderful friend and a great motivator. Just the thought of not sharing the same seat again with her, makes me feel so sick, I can't explain. Getting up at 6 in the morning is really a pain but then it was always the 40-min journey with her, which made the waking-up process so easier. Life will just so difficult without you...

My love doesn't even realise the fact that I love her. What can be more WTF than this ??

She seems so ignorant of the fact that I can't explain.

Sometimes I wonder if she even loves me... But then,

   the way she cares for me,

   the way she flirts,

   the way she does those small things...

Jaane Vo Kaise Log The Jinake
Pyaar Ko Pyaar Milaa
Hamane To Jab KaliyaaN MaaNgii
KaaNtoN Kaa Haar Milaa
Jaane Vo ...

KhushiyoN Kii MaNzil DhuuNdhii To
Gam Kii Gard Milii
Chaahat Ke Nagame Chaahe To
AaNheN Sard Milii
Dil Ke Bojh Ko DhuNdhalaa Kar Gayaa Jo Gamakhaar Milaa
Hamane To Jab ...

BichhaD Gayaa... BichhaD Gayaa Har Saathii Dekar
Pal Do Pal Kaa Saath
Kisako Furasat Hai Jo Thaame Diivaano.N Kaa Haath
Hamako Apanaa Saayaa Tak Aqasar Bezaar Milaa
Hamane To Jab ...

Isako Hii Jiinaa Kahate Hai.N To
Yuu.Nhii Jii Le.Nge
Uf Na Kare.Nge Lab Sii Le.Nge
Aa.Nsuu Pii Le.Nge
Gam Se Ab Ghabaraanaa Kaisaa, Gam Sau Baar Milaa
Hamane To Jab ...

Ecstatic

Feel so happy to talk to my best friend, after almost a month of silence.

Even though we hardly spoke for some 15 mins. only, but it felt great when she called.

We cleared all our mis-understandings and yippee, we are back to that wonderful life again.

Feel so blessed.  :-)

The 1st Weekend...

After a mind-blowing start to the New Year, the momentum just carried on to an awesome weekend. A long weekend and being the kind of laid back guy that I am, I couldn't have asked for a better start to the new decade.

No work, no phone calls and no sad faces to see... ;-D

Amazing NY party that lasted till the dawn of the new year.

Tired, Hungry & Exhausted, yet Smiling, Happy & having the Feel-Good factor.

Catching up with a very special friend of mine after a very, very long time. Felt so good.

And yes, perks included. This time - gift, sweets, chocolates and her home made delicious Christmas cake!

Coffee, French fries & She, Life doesn't need anything more..

Chatting, Gossiping, Window shopping, Strolling, Shopping... It has been ages since I've done this and enjoyed so much.

Went out again the following day for some more shopping and strolling.

Signed off with a good cold coffee at a new café.

Looking forward to a year full of Fun, Energy & Excitement!

Happy New Year !

A very Happy New Year to all my friends!

I wish -

    Everyone is healthy.

    The economy grows at a exponential rate.

    Everyone gets what they deserve.

Last night was one of the best New Year parties I've witnessed.

Great music, good food, drinks, bonfire, Great company and Sweety!

You name it and we had it. ;-D

And yes, it was right in my living room.

Preparations started pretty early and they made sure nothing was missing.

All the credit goes to my roomie and his friends.

Even though I knew only half of the group, I never felt left out.

Non stop music from 9 pm - 3 am.

Continuous dancing. And I mean totally crazy.

Uninterrupted flow of food and drinks.

Boy, who needs to go to a disc to have a good time.

All you need is, a few good friends.

Thank you guys - MK, AB, N, AM, M, K, R & P.

Special thanks to Sweety for not eating me up. ;-P

Thank you for making my New Year so special. :-)