You...

I want to talk to you.. I want to see you.. I want to keep looking at you..

There are so many things going on in my head and my heart.

There are so many things I need to tell you.

You are the only one I can share my feelings with, you know that.

Things have been miserable after you went.

Well, miserable will be an understatement.

I have your number. I know where you stay.

But still, there is something pulling me back..

I wish you understand me..

I wish you come and hold my hand..

I wish you tell me "Everything will be fine"..

I just want to hug you and cry in your arms. I want to be comforted like a baby..

Is it too much that I'm asking for ???

Missing you...

I miss playing tennis with you...

I miss your never ending calls and 'so, what else?'...

I miss those serene midnight walks with you...

I miss pulling your leg...

I miss giving you gyaan on relationships...

I miss listening you sing...

I miss your fights...

I miss those dances...

I miss those late night chats understanding why men are hornier than women... ;-P

I miss those long hours talking on the phone, right from MBA deadlines to the CPM in Calcutta...

I miss your annoying SMSes and binge drinking...

I miss cooking with you...

I miss solving puzzles with you...

I miss calling you 'Mam'...

I miss teasing you...

I miss your threats to deface me...

I miss your motivating calls...

I miss those long bus rides and talking about everything, right from weekend plans to finalizing where should you get your next tattoo done...

I miss going to movies with you...

I miss meeting you...

I know, its me who is going away, but I guess, that's the only way...

The more I realize that you can't be mine, the more I want to hold on to you..

If only, things were little less complicated,

If only, we get a fraction of what we desire..

Life would have been such a beautiful ride.......

Where are those happy days, they seem so hard to find
I tried to reach for you, but you have closed your mind
Whatever happened to our love?
I wish I understood
It used to be so nice, it used to be so good

So when you're near me, darling can't you hear me
S. O. S.
The love you gave me, nothing else can save me
S. O. S.
When you're gone
How can I even try to go on?
When you're gone
Though I try how can I carry on?

You seem so far away though you are standing near
You made me feel alive, but something died I fear
I really tried to make it out
I wish I understood
What happened to our love, it used to be so good

So when you're near me, darling can't you hear me
S. O. S.
The love you gave me, nothing else can save me
S. O. S.
When you're gone
How can I even try to go on?
When you're gone
Though I try how can I carry on?

So when you're near me, darling can't you hear me
S. O. S.
And the love you gave me, nothing else can save me
S. O. S.
When you're gone
How can I even try to go on?
When you're gone
Though I try how can I carry on?
When you're gone
How can I even try to go on?
When you're gone
Though I try how can I carry on?

Deepawali...

Its Deepawali'09 and here I'm sitting at home blogging. Everyone I know is celebrating, bursting crackers or partying.

Why? Why do you feel lonely even when you have so many wonderful friends??

Why do you keep your mobile switched off fearing your friends will call you??

Why do you have to feel sad when the world around you is trying their best to make you smile???

Why? Why ? Why ?

Why do you feel like keeping yourself locked in your room ??

Why don't you even feel like getting up from your bed ?

Guess, there are no answers to some questions..... That's the way life is...

Anyways, Deepawali ki Hardik Shubh kaamnaayein !

2 States

Just finished reading the book at one go. One of the best books, I've read. This is the 2nd book after 5.some1 which demanded a night-out. It just grips you and you get totally engrossed. On some level or the other, you tend to associate with the characters.

I love Indian authors and with this book Chetan has done it again. He is just amazing. This book is even better than the first one..

I am a sucker for romantic novels and this one somehow connects at a different level altogether.

Just wish that Chetan comes out with many more like this one...

Thanks Chetan for sharing this......

Love...

How do you define Love ???

That special feeling when you see you your special one ?

That special 'you' when you are with your special one ?

Or simply the wonderful conversation you have ??

I guess Love is that special bonding that you share with your special one even without feeling the need to say or do anything.

You can look at them tirelessly. Speak without any inhibitions. Its just that you want to be with that person. 3hrs with them seems like 3 mins. And 1min without them looks like eternity.

I guess love is that warm feeling when you know that the other person is there. It is difficult to explain the way your heart beats and feels for that special person.

I guess, you just need to be in love to know what love is....